pursuit of paradise

I sat outside my house,
At murky night,
In moist lush lawn;
In pursuit of finding paradise,
Watched stars and moon,
In murky sky;
So light, so empty vacuum,
Our blueish sky;
Yet held all stars in her lap,
As if she were mother of all;
So unique, had motherly love;
Some stars were bright;
Some were hazy white;
Some moved fast,
Leaving gleam trail of tail;
Some stars looked faded pale,
Existed far above shining stars;
Her caress,
Was same and equable to all,
Lap of her was paradise;

© sadashivan nair

Quak, quak, quak....

Quak, quak, quak...
Thee my sovereign dame;
Hi.. Remember!
The day we took oath,
Witnessed by lotus,
In this lake;
I looked up in sky,
Then face to face,
And eye to eye;
Kissed your beak,
Hugged neck to neck,
And asked,
Love me as your cob;
You crouched face in shy,
Held me under your wing,
"Said" quak..quak..
I love thee;
Do swear,
I shalt always be your pen;
Shalt fly high in sky
Together live in lake;
You are king of mine,
My womb is for your kids;
Quak, quak, quak...
Oh! My lady queen,
Feel your snowy feather,
So soft silky pillow quilt,
Feel warmth,
When you take me,
Under your wings;
Quak, quak...
Oh my lady,
Life is once,
Fall only once,
In blissful love;
A life long partner,
Cares my kids;
Quak, quak...
In joy and sorrow,
Hot, wind and cold,
I Shalt stand as brolly;
Your love inspires,
Gives strength to endure,
Difficult times;

© sadashivan nair

Introverts

Introverts are distinct characters, shy and cool looking people. Don’t reveal what’s cooking in their mind.  Avoid too much of social contact. Not because they hate, but because they avoid confrontation. These characters love to be respected so can't stand the humiliation. Always have in mind “what he/she will think of me?” For others the loneliness is suicidal but for them is boon. Endure even extreme stressful pain, conceal within until explode. They are like raw gem stone one needs to pare. The pain from love for them is ritual. They have one line of sentence in their mind ‘Come what may! Commitment is to honor’. Throughout life they are misunderstood by others. Though they like dim light for themselves but pour gleam on others. Avoid pain givers but when unavoidable they are dangerous. Those who understand and adorn them get best piece of gem. On the other hand introverted negative people love dark lightless, deeply misunderstood somewhat violent inside. Leave them alone don’t even dare give a pinch of hurt; don’t know what will happen, the consequences are too intense. Their soul isn’t in peace always cooks something inside. Introverted positive believe in staying away from broil and wrangle that does not mean anyone can play with them.
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Negative positive and We

We all have come to this earth with nothing in hand, but everything was set for survival. What surprises me how an empty-handed is gracefully greeted? Is there any Supernatural phenomena? Builds attractive physique to lure others to exist? I first crawled learned walking and speaking. My first step of a walk, never knew would contribute to long journey of entire lifetime.

Everyone in this Universe is after something; unnoticeably gratifies soul. We strive to make money, wealth, luxuries and whatnot; all just for one purpose “contentment”. Nothing is ours not even our body; all are assisting tools for our ‘karma’. Despite knowing all belongings won’t be with us while leaving this Earth. In fact, all are borrowed even the body to perform duties. When our duties are over each part of our body starts to wither, gestures us it’s time to go.

The circumstances and the destiny together play crucial role for our foundation. Sometimes things happen totally opposite to our expectations, but when we look back after a decade or so, that happened was more appropriate to our life’. Therefore,what we decide does not mean will always happen, so be content with what your destiny’. The negative too may transform to positive provided you stay positive in negative atmosphere.

Heaven and hell are situated in the inner realm of our consciousness. Many a times I observed people commit sin but repent overtime when their conscious refuses to justify. This is called realization, transforms person all together from what he was. Esoteric meaning of Heaven and hell is realization of virtue and sin. Consciousness is silent feature of our identity that builds our personality.

Negative and positive both are integral parts of us. Both influence our personality through environment and occurrences. During negative period most lose endurance and all hopes, depression overpowers us. With the positive attitude you learn to endure bad times. We should not forget positive is hidden behind negative. A door within negative opens towards bright light. We need to find that door.

Read Book: Negative Positive and We